I never really come on tumblr anymore, I bet you’ve all missed me complaining about my life.
A lot of shit has happened over the past few weeks and it really has made me realise who my true friends are and who actually cares. I’ve lost people through death and I’ve lost people who have just drifted away. I’ve not been to college properly in ages and I’m close to being kicked out, my mum and the head of college want me to start counselling again but I really don’t want to. It’s not just me though, a lot of people seem to be in a shit place at the moment and I’m trying to stay strong so i can be there for everyone who needs me but it’s not easy. The worst thing is seeing my brother so upset, I’ve only seen him like this once before. It’s difficult because I feel shit too and I don’t know what I can do to make him happier. It’s awful how when one person dies so many people are left behind broken and hurt but that’s life I guess. And life goes on.
