December 2010
Anonymous asked: http://dudewheresmycar.tumblr.com/post/2530597679/i-r-jordan-what-the-fuck-did-you-just-do
whos he?
whos he?
new year resolutions i’ve been given by others:
to stop lending money and cigarettes to anyone and everyone
to stop being so kind in general
new year resolutions i’ve given myself:
start going to college more and actually do some work
make more of an effort with my friends
be a happier person
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fucking hate life at home, it’s shit. i can’t stand living here any longer, but where else is there to go?
i don’t even know why i’m waiting, i might as well get it over with now. it’s not like anybody would notice or care. seems like everyone would be happier without me.
so… my dad got stabbed the other day. fucking idiot. he’s okay though. in a way i kind of like having a ‘dodgy’ dad because at least i’m unlikely to get hurt or whatever. anyone ever starts on me in huddersfield and i’ll be like ‘BACK DA FUQ OFF YO I’M GRAHAM ROBINSON’S DAUGHTER DON’T MESS WIV ME’ and they’ll leave me alone....
did anyone see on the news about that guy from Huddersfield that got shot by police and died?
yeah… my dad’s mate.
why do people my dad know always get shot!? he knows too many dodgy people.
called in sick at work so i’m going over to Hudds earlier to meet my dad for a drink before Bar 1:22. i hope Freddie the gangster is there, i love him. i hope the midget called George...
i should probably get out of bed and get ready for work. so tempted to just call in sick.
Ian Watkins at Bar1:22 tonight but i don’t really want to go anymore. people are going to be there that i do not want to see. hhhhh:(
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is it too early to be sexting?
don’t be stupid Louise, it’s never too early to be sexting.
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apparently love is too much to ask...
anyone fancy a shag?
just realised i haven’t had anything to eat or drink all day. proud.
need to get it into my head that it's never going...
quit dreaming Louise.
happy Louise is happy.
left the house this morning with £360, came back home with:
2 dresses
shoessssssss
2 tops
denim jacket
jeans
tights
skirt
3 posters
cd
and £180 leftover.
dying for a smoke.
haven’t had a cigarette for 2 days because i’ve been with family and they don’t approve of me smoking. i keep eating to stop the cravings but it doesn’t work. i would get so fat if i stopped smoking.
i was tidying my room this afternoon and i found my memory box and decided to look through all the stuff in it. so many happy, sad, weird, amazing memories. just sat there crying for an hour looking through everything.
so much has changed. i was i was as happy as i used to be.
there's just this one thing that's stopping me...
also, my grandma makes a pudding called chocolate goo and she’s going a bit deaf, so when she asked me what i wanted i asked for chocolate poo and she didn’t notice and gave me a huge dollop of it, tehehehe. it’s funny cos it actually looks like poo.
you had to be there ok.
went to my grandma’s for a meal today and had to put up with my mum, uncle and brother calling me fat all day. might have been quite funny if they had been joking.
then my mum said having me was a mistake.
my family clearly love me.
get the blame for everything in this house.
contemplating running away and living as a hobo, selling myself and dealing drugs for money until i can afford a shit little flat. cool.
northern-psycho-deactivated2011 asked: awww, well happy christmas anyway.
hope you cheer up soon <3
hope you cheer up soon <3
northern-psycho-deactivated2011 asked: awwww, ruined? what did she do? <3
northern-psycho-deactivated2011 asked: awwww, ruined? what did she do? <3
fucking hate my mum
christmas day, ruined.
'all i want for christmas is you'
ollielyon:
has never been so relevant
timeisbleeding asked: merry christmas x
i woke up this morning to the sound of my mum...
her bedroom is right next door to mine so all i could hear was the headboard of the bed banging against the wall.
felt sick all day.
ispysj asked: have a lovely christmas :) x
ispysj asked: have a lovely christmas :) x
iwantyouinmytardis-deactivated2 asked: Have a nice Christmas :{)
Next confirmed Fractured Promotions show
i-r-jordan:
Demoraliser (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uOtC-VZJnCo) (http://www.facebook.com/demoraliser) FREE EP download http://www.mediafire.com/?ew5yiizkmiz
The Final Crisis (http://www.myspace.com/thefinalcrisis) FREE EP download http://www.mediafire.com/?t7316cs2do7kkq5
TBC
Shifting Oceans (http://www.myspace.com/shiftingoceansuk) (http://www.facebook.com/shiftingoceans)
Thursday...