February 2012
I need to invest in a diary.
January 2012
wish i was just high all the time
Relationships suck. They really fucking suck.
”Don’t cut up my t-shirts, refrain from talking to boys and stop doing drugs. That would be delightful.”
wise words from my bro
2013/14 I’ll be spending 12 months in Africa doing volunteer work. I actually can’t wait, it will be such a life changing experience.
before I shower: ugh damn it i'm too lazy and i don't want to shower
when I'm in the shower: jesus christ this is the most relaxing thing ever it's like a vacation in my own bathroom so warm so magical this is holy water that's been blessed by god himself i never want to leave this spot.
I don’t judge you for being straight edge so please dont judge me for being a stripping alcoholic pothead
December 2011
I feel so lonely and hurt. I promised myself I would make it to my 18th but I don’t know if I can do it. These feelings are fucking killing me and I can’t even pretend to be happy anymore, it’s too difficult.
Barely eaten all week. I’d eaten nothing today. I was doing so well until I went to Amber’s house and ate half a pizza and a portion of chips. So fucking fat.
So yesterday I took my best friend to Manchester to see the beautiful Russell Howard, it was so good! It’s proper cute how much he wants kids. I’ll have your babies Russell, IMPREGNATE ME. Anyway yeah it was great but then our train home was full and we were stranded in Manchester train station freezing our tits off. I am now very ill and I still haven’t slept so I’m at...
November 2011
I am feeling more positive today.
The feeling you get after you turn all the lights...
nicoosuxx:
I’ve just accepted that fact that I’m going to be forever alone because I always fuck everything up and push people away.
I’m so sad and lonely. I don’t know who I am anymore. I feel like I’m neither here nor there. I do things to myself that I can’t recall the morning after. This feels like a dream. Nothing is real. I watch the cars pass by. Everyone has somewhere to go. They all belong to someone else. But I am here and I am stuck.
I never really come on tumblr anymore, I bet you’ve all missed me complaining about my life.
A lot of shit has happened over the past few weeks and it really has made me realise who my true friends are and who actually cares. I’ve lost people through death and I’ve lost people who have just drifted away. I’ve not been to college properly in ages and I’m close to...
It’s been a while since I’ve used tumblr.
I have orange hair now.
New experience.
livinginlalalandd:
So! I had my first life drawing session today… which was a little beyond awkward at first, as it involves a man stripping… EVERYTHING off… I did not know where to put myself… so i spent the most of the 2 and a half hours avoiding drawing… a certain particular area. Aside from that, i really enjoyed it… the two and half hours went by really quickly, another 6 sessions to go!...
October 2011
Worst past week, feel so unhappy, hate everything, etc etc.
September 2011
You know when sometimes you meet someone so beautiful, and then you actually...
– Amy Pond
Aw last night was lovely, feel rough as tits today though.
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really wish my freckles would fuck off
So much sex on my dash, ARE YOU TRYING TO KILL ME?! JESUS